changes ?

so I watched the Obama Inauguration eariler thanks to the boyfriend for waking me up. I'm glad he did though. Although for the first 5 mins of me watching it I was out of it, still waking up and all. I know it was a historical inauguration but for some reason it just felt like another speech. Maybe because I was sleepy or who knows.
It's funny how we are living another person's page from a future history book. It doesn't feel any different or special. You know how you read history books and go "damn, I wonder what it was like..." Well, the night Obama did win the presidency I did feel like it really was an important day. I'm just curious to see how it will all play out. He does have a lot of tasks he wants to complete but I'm not trying to get my hopes up because I'm sure whatever change will happen will, just slowly.

This year's theme does seem to be change. A lot of people I know are all exhibiting the same aspirations for change in their own life. I know I am. It will take a while but a shot is better than no shot at all I'm guessing.
I was talking to a friend the other days ago...and I didn't know he read this but he asked me if I was "Ok," seeing as most my entries are somewhat sad. hahaha...I didn't realize so I should stop being so sad or worried about certain things. & Just let things go.

I'll be turning 21 soon. I'm excited. There's that thing about "doing it big for the 2-1" but that was the hype for 18 too. I plan on doing it real big when I'm out of the house but for now, I'll be fine if I can go out for at least 2 nights. Drink. Party. That's all. I guess we'll see where I'll be when I turn 25---that's when I plan on having a big celebration because by then I definitely should be graduated. Or even sooner, if I transfer to another school to do a nursing program.

I want to transfer just to get out of this house. & to finish sooner. I really can't wait.
I watched Bride Wars this past weekend, with my boyfriend but the movie is probably one you'd rather watch with girlfriends. I just felt bad we had to watch that because Gran Torino was full. Anyway. It was a cute movie, for girlfriends wise. It made me miss mine. But I guess we get our boyfriends & go our separate ways. Not really but all the time we had for each other we don't anymore. Just growing up I guess. I love my boyfriend too but I can't expect him to do the girl talk thing with me all the time...but that's what husbands will be for I suppose. If I even get married hahaha.

I can't wait for school. & I want the cold weather to come back! I miss the rain. Even just for a little.
Mmmmk I don't know what there is to do but I'll find something.