Breakdown-Jack Johnson
I can't believe I'm leaving soon. I'm lightweight excited.
I can feel lots of changes about to take place & honestly I am anxious. You know that feeling that eats you up on the inside & you don't know whether to sleep or not, to eat or not...bad vibes are hard to shake. Let alone ignore.
I keep telling myself "bigger picture...."
The bigger picture is that I love my parents more than anything. Even if they seriously piss me off & drive me near insanity. The bigger picture is not always taking but giving something in return. It's 4 years I'll be done & life will eventually be more fun. It's potential heartbreak but knowing it won't be the end of the earth. It's losing what I really want now but reaping the more valuable benefits later. The bigger picture can't be all that bad. Even if it sucks right now it really can not be all that bad.
I had a lot of time with my family. I know I didn't go out much but I might not come back in the summertime. It all depends on how school goes & if I get accepted to the nursing program or not.
I seriously can not wait until 4 years pass by. I'm near desperate to be done.
Bigger picture...bigger picture.
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are you serious? i just got done listening to breakdown! i was about to post about it. you beat me to the punch! j/k. i'm still gonna post about it haha!
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