Sitting back

If anyone could die from thought overload, I'd definitely be 6 feet under right now.
My head is pretty congested that when I unload it can incomprehensive.
I'm just thankful I know that there is one person who can make sense of my mess...although it does worry me a little that he could just walk right out of my life...
Anyway..
I'm starting to wonder what has happend to me. I'm slipping and I know it, but I'm not doing anything right now.
Just sitting back.
Currently I know I have laundry to clean, plants to water, dog to feed, room to clean!!! hella bad, junk mail to sort through, deposit money at the bank, pay some bills...fat to lose.
shit.
I use to be on top of things, or maybe is it just today?
& Do I continue working? I already tried working Fri-Sun on top of my full time at school Mon-Thurs. schedule...I have no break days if I do that. So pretty much my options are :
a) go back to working Fri-Sunday
b) just quit.
Decisions decisions decisions.
Either be crazy busy or not busy! Well I could be busy doing other things I guess...
Quitting = no money too!
Crap.
I'm wearing sweats right now...feels very comfortable. I have not worn sweats to school yet! Go me.
But I need to seriously start working out again. I hate feeling fat. I should get my shit together.
....
I think it is kinda gross that when I think of him, I feel like a little girl. It's nice.
Nice is good.
Okay, I'm going to get off my lazy ass and do work.