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I started reading for leisure again today. First time in a long while...Now I'm writing again.
I'm fairly inconsistent with a lot of things...Disorganized no matter how hard I try to stay organized.
My thoughts are pretty messy right now, I'm tired but I'm not sleepy because of all this useless, unnecessary shit of thoughts that are fighting sleep. I don't think that sentence made sense but...whatever.

Today in anatomy we learned of the male reproduction system. I kept falling asleep. I've been feeling sleepy at the most inconvenient times! Anyway, so we learned about testicular cancer and genital warts, blah blah blah, but our teacher told us a story of a guy who had the head of his penis removed because of warts...kinda gross. I haven't been in the best of consistent upbeat moods but after hearing that...dude, if I ever think my life sucks again, I'll just think how fortunate I am to not be a guy and have the manhood butched out of me.
I know I said I want to be a nurse but I think I might make a stupid one. So much for self believing right?
Whatevvv.

My eyes hurt. I hope I get lasik eye surgery someday, my eyes are horrible! I was reading a Pregnancy magazine (no I'm not pregnant--for damn sure I'm not. but I was just curious) anyway, yeah I was reading it and it said that women who are pregnant should definitely not have lasik eye surgery. So, I'm thinking I should get it before I graduate college...after I'm 21 though. Yeah maybe.

Ugh. I'm wordless it's frustrating. Nighttt.