seventh floor mlk.

i have this thing with rain if you couldn't already tell.
it's really comforting. i'm at the school library (suppose to be working on my micro unknown bacteria report...which i will..soon) and from the seventh floor surveying san fernando & the buildings outside, i'm pretty comfortable. cold, but comfortable.
i revealed insecurities that half of me was glad to release yet the other half wishes i just kept it covered.
then again i would say anything at 1somethingam.
i feel like being home and watching movies..i don't have any particular thoughts on anything today..
i've been sleeping alot lately & it has been nice. i can't believe theres only a few more weeks of school left. exciting. just 4 more years i think, given that i get accepted into the nursing program next fall. i really hope so..
so thanksgiving is tomorrow. it really doesn't feel like the holidays are coming. maybe it'll hit me after thanksgiving...i usually miss my family around now. i called them today because its thanksgiving in japan...thanksgiving without my family is different. thanksgiving with my relatives is okay, i mean i'm lucky and blessed to be sharing it with family at all but it is just different. my family in japan usually sets christmas stuff up the day after thanksgiving, and the day before thanksgiving is all about preparation. i love the food we usually eat at thanksgiving. my family isn't big on american food...we usually have duck, palabok, mashed potatoes, homemade pandesal...i get a stomachache of homesickness thinking about it. i'm so glad i get to go home for christmas & new years...& let's hope this coming new years i don't get wasted & not enjoy it like last year. hopefully i'll start next year right. i hope it starts out well.
i can't believe 2008 is almost gone. this year was really crazy for me. compared to how my other years went, this year i've made a lot of changes, some for the better & some for the worst.
wow..its dark outside now.
i hope he gets out of his group project soon, i'm kind of hungry.
mmk. i don't know what else to write about so i'm going to start my report now.