new day, move along

"Pathetic" he says.
... sometimes.
Anyway, my best friend fixed all my problems again. Said that this shit I complain about does get old...hahah I really needed to hear that. It's the kind of tough love I need.
Said I should quit my job.
Said if I'm not happy going to school and work then I definitely got to make some changes, because if this keeps reoccuring obviously I'm not living the life I want to. But shouldn't I be wanting to live the life I already have?
Shouldn't I just be thankful and that going to school is a privilege? Should be just enough.
So yeah, I'm...going to quit come december. I need a couple more paychecks to pay the credit card bill that has escalated because of my neglectful self. ahh. oh & I paid for dinner with it too. ... awesome ...
New day. Woke up to the bf, was nice. He hardly ever calls me in the morning so it's always nice when he does. Today was nice because he knew last night I had said I needed to wake up early to start studying...I didn't ask him to call me but he did, so yeah, that was nice.
I have work tonight. Work isn't too bad...but I just need some free weekends before I leave for Japan. Finals. Errands.
Anyway, nihongo o benkyoshimasu. ichijihan ni testo o shimasu. so yeah gotta get on that.