twilight

I just watched Twilight & it was really good. I know there's a lot of criticism on the movie about it not fully capturing the novel. A lot of people tell me I should read the book & I'll see why. Well, I don't want to see why. Is this stupid? I just want to enjoy the fact that I enjoyed this movie & think it is a great story. Keeping myself in the dark. I'd rather have it this way. Simple.

Anyway the movie was really different. Vampire love story, who knew could get to me? This movie totally brought out the sap in me, ridiculous. It's a very cold day & now I'm home feeling all cozied up in bed & all I want to think about is how sweet life would be if love stories were like the movie. Minus the villians though. Edward would do anything to protect Bella. The lines in the movie hella got to me too. Hella sappy & hopeless romantic.
"I don't have the strength to stay away from you." Sounds cheesy but when he said it to her, it was so sweet. Had to be there kinda deal.
He was born in a different time...evidently guys these days are so not like that. It also is just a story. But it makes me wonder if there is ever such thing as a guy being so in love with a girl like Edward was with Bella. This guy was all about her. So they're teenagers & the love between them seemed so early 1900s...does anyone ever fall in love like that anymore? It makes me wonder. It'd be nice. To both equally put all or nothing for each other, no inhibitions, no walls. No games.
Doesn't that seem safe? Shit. It sounds like a dream to me.
But that's all. Just a dream.
I hate how underneathe I'm definitely a hopeless romantic. I think I should get some more sleep before I drown in this sappyness.

seventh floor mlk.

i have this thing with rain if you couldn't already tell.
it's really comforting. i'm at the school library (suppose to be working on my micro unknown bacteria report...which i will..soon) and from the seventh floor surveying san fernando & the buildings outside, i'm pretty comfortable. cold, but comfortable.
i revealed insecurities that half of me was glad to release yet the other half wishes i just kept it covered.
then again i would say anything at 1somethingam.
i feel like being home and watching movies..i don't have any particular thoughts on anything today..
i've been sleeping alot lately & it has been nice. i can't believe theres only a few more weeks of school left. exciting. just 4 more years i think, given that i get accepted into the nursing program next fall. i really hope so..
so thanksgiving is tomorrow. it really doesn't feel like the holidays are coming. maybe it'll hit me after thanksgiving...i usually miss my family around now. i called them today because its thanksgiving in japan...thanksgiving without my family is different. thanksgiving with my relatives is okay, i mean i'm lucky and blessed to be sharing it with family at all but it is just different. my family in japan usually sets christmas stuff up the day after thanksgiving, and the day before thanksgiving is all about preparation. i love the food we usually eat at thanksgiving. my family isn't big on american food...we usually have duck, palabok, mashed potatoes, homemade pandesal...i get a stomachache of homesickness thinking about it. i'm so glad i get to go home for christmas & new years...& let's hope this coming new years i don't get wasted & not enjoy it like last year. hopefully i'll start next year right. i hope it starts out well.
i can't believe 2008 is almost gone. this year was really crazy for me. compared to how my other years went, this year i've made a lot of changes, some for the better & some for the worst.
wow..its dark outside now.
i hope he gets out of his group project soon, i'm kind of hungry.
mmk. i don't know what else to write about so i'm going to start my report now.

it's raining!!

yay!

you found me

currently loving that song by the fray.
today was COLD.
i wish i was born smarter! getting a B in anatomy is so frustrating. getting a B in sociology is too. micro..
i can't help but wish i was born with better brains.
anyway, yeah, it has been bone cold lately. i like it but sometimes i don't.
i'm not making any sense..
just cleaned my room, i don't have to curl for space on my bed tonight :) hahah. pretty bad right. had stuff on my mind and cleaning usually relieves it all. most times..
about to watch some heroes soon, i know i'm a heroes nerd. i miss chuck! i always miss that show now...i guess while i'm in japan i'll be watching it online or something. i'm excited to go home to see my fam & close friends. it's always refreshing to go back.
:)

dangerous.

this is insane! in a good way..so i'm going to embrace it the best i can.
i don't see myself trading it for anything in the world, besides dante basco!
kiddingg.
it's gotta be something more if i'm laughing outloud to little things.
& smiling when i hear honey.
& constantly scanning the beam that brightens me up even for a minute.
hearing a favorite song before i sleep & waking up finding my phone on the ground or under my pillow
with the battery on low.

so i watched my first basketball game on friday, almost the entire game (switching to fresno vs sjsu [we lost!]). it was fun! it was new & exciting. i just might become a fan..but it was fun. texting about the game and learning something new...definitely has added heat. the good kind too.

a good friend of mine today said "sounds like a keeper."
worddd.

on three...
"i'm ready to go right noww"

"I always use some milk & cream for you...cause I think you're kinda sweet"

Hahaha. We were laughing about that part of "You Don't Know My Name," Alicia Keys. Good song but I love when she does the talking thing. It's funny but cute!
He says when he heard that song he used to think about me.
gahh..pretty gay right now.
Oh well, better than the shit hole! :)
I was very attentive today in micro it was ridiculous. Maybe what sucked me in was that we were talking about viral skin diseases and the pictures were pretty grotesque. I'm glad I had the chickenpox and that's over and done with!
Things have been rolling nicely needless to say.
Tomorrow is three :).It feels longer though! But I'm glad that things are good, I'm happy for now :)
He does inspire me to be better & its one of the reasons why he's got me spruuung. Haha, just kidding...but not really.
Aside from my own personal drive to do good in school he's my catalyst. When I get tired & complain he tells me to suck it up & reminds me what I'm going to school for. Not to say that when I was single I couldn't get through things by myself, but it is nice and it helps to have someone push you on the side without making you feel completely stupid or alone. He does listen to me & gives me advice.
There are lots of other things but overall he makes me strive to be more.

short gingersnap latte & tall expresso truffle=<3.

highs & lows are ridiculous...& i understand why things were as they were last night. so half of it was me, but its good.
needless to say i feel better...its okay. i like when we're like how we were tonight.

but i'm still bitter about my parents. i need to pray something deep that i get through to them
because being 20 and being treated like i'm 16 & living in a bubble is definitely stunting my growth.
not to mention, uhm, driving me fucking insane.
i need them to understand that i am my own person & i need to make decisions for myself.
i need to have control on mapping my life.
they need to learn to trust that they raised me right.
they need to stop talking to me about faith and should have some for themselves because if their faith
was stronger they wouldn't be so damn worried about me 24/7.
two years since i've been out of home...adapt. adapt. adapt.
its not easy but once you start you have to keep going. you can't stop and settle and expect me to settle
with this. i need to grow. i need to learn. i need to make mistakes. life is supposed to happen this way, they can't protect me from every possible risk. i need risks.
i call it nemo syndrome.
seriously,
let
me
grow.
okay micro crunch time.

give me something

you make me want to be someone
better.
i only wish i did the same.

Lola.

One of the instances where I miss about being a little girl for is watching my lola bake. When I was little I loved watching my lola's hands as she would knead dough, or cut vegetables, or sew threads of radiant colors to make pictures in which we would later frame. I miss listening to her without any bias because when I was little, listening was all I knew to do. I didn't know about forming opinions. Whatever Lola had said was pretty much word.

I would want to do all the things Lola did. I remember she'd always sing in church, so I would sing too. Whenever she would pray, I would too. When she was in the kitchen I'd wear an apron and eagerly watch knowing someday I could do what she was doing. I'd attempt to help with my clumsy hands and she would delicately scold me for spilling or breaking.
Lola never made me cry. Only when she'd leave.
I'd always cry when her stay with us came to an end.

Yesterday was time for Lola to go back to the Philippines. I know I'm going to see her next year I just don't know when.
Watching her make empanada was nostalgic. It felt the same but very different at the same time. I used to watch her while I was either kneeling on a chair to see what she was doing or standing on a stool. This time I was standing on ground, looking down at the table as she arranged empanadas around the tray. Instead of smiling down at me like she used to, she smiled up. She noticed the clock and told me I should start heading to school so I won't be late or rushing.
I'm 20 years old but saying bye and telling her to have a safe trip stirred the 6 year old girl in me.
I hope it isn't too long before I see her again.

do you know what stars are?balls of fire burning up the black space, exploding in the face of God.

Yeah, we ended up going to SF it was pretty coool :)
Spent a lot of time in the Forever 21. I thought I was going to be more excited about it, & I was but I got tired of looking through everything. Plus there was a massive amount of people there. I should have known, it is veteran's day. or maybe it is like that everyday. It wasn't that crazy when I went last year though. My most exciting purchase was the $4.50 bra in my size!! They almost never have my size when I'm out bra shopping so I always have to settle for this other size.
I kinda smell like his car right now.
Anyway, he apologized for not waking up sooner. I said it was okay. Although it would have been cooler if we went sooner because then we would have had more time, but some time is better than no time :)
I'm excited to go back home to Japan. We went to Japan town & it smelt like Japan, it was crazy. I almost wanted to cry but that would have been gay. So I didn't.
Being around the city and its lights at night reminded me so much of home. I miss the city night lights in Yokosuka/Yokohama/Tokyo. See, if I passed nice city lights driving from Hollister I definitely wouldn't mind driving from there at night.
There is one downside of going home, just one. & That's hoping I leave this year in what we are, and hoping I come back to it. I wish I could say I was comfortable and confident enough to know it'll be fine. I know I can take it and I know how to deal but... I don't know. A month isn't even all that long, but I really hope...it works out.
I forgot to take pictures of us...I took pictures of other things hahah.
But it was fun. We listened to old songs on his ipod. I found the song Konstantine by one of my old fave bands, Something Corporate (one of the few things we have in common) and I was suprised. I hardly knew anyone else who had that song, so for him to have it was pretty cool. I liked watching all the lights from the houses and buildings on the hills while we were on 101. Really set my mood straight for the night. Well, so did today. Today pretty much made my week. I felt bad because he was tired but I'm really thankful that he would still take me to SF despite that.
Well I'm going to shower, change, and watch some Heroes :) Then study.

I love this weather

The weather out right now is perfect! My kind of perfect for my mood haha. It is cloudy,foggy, and chilly. It's mellow.
I'm supposed to be going to San Francisco today but the guy isn't even awake. We fell asleep on the phone last night & I think his phone died. Why didn't he charge it grrrr..
So it is already 10ish, I don't know when the fck he's going to wake up, but when he does he still has to get ready (an hour he takes forever I don't know why), then drive here, which is another hour, then us drive to SF. I'm restless I want to go now! hahaha. I hope we still go :(

I should go to the gym then. But I feel sore from yesterday. I never used to be this lazy!
It's cloudy but still somewhat bright. White bright.
Okay. I have nothing to write about.

Jazzy music made my foot fall asleep

I hate when my foot falls asleep!
Reading pass entries, I've been on an emo trip hahah.
Ugh. Whatev
Anyway! Got studying done, but I'll be studying a lot more tomorrow too.
I'm trying to some weight before heading back home.
I really don't like my body, but I'm thankful that everything is healthy & not broken.
Well, most parts are pretty healthy, I'm pretty sure my internal organs are somewhat affected.
I lose, gain, lose, gain. stupid cycle. I need to break it, as in stay with the lose.
Getting ready for sleep.
Oyasuminasai~

untitled I.

this is like a pendulum swinging me from top to bottom to top again
constant rhythm of irregular motivations
isn't this supposed to be like heaven?
at least for a little more longer?
feel stuck in the middle of nowhere
without a map
no idea about the destination
so how the fuck are we going to find the way if you won't stop
& ask for directions?
two person team but i feel like i'm the only one playing
somedays
you're the mvp
you rack up the points
but honey you're flawed for you lack consistency
so i digress, what's a mvp without the persistance for consistent tendencies?
i try and pick up the slack
& try to convince myself maybe you've just become
handicapped?
but i'm still a fan
understanding maybe you're having a bad day, or two, or three
yet i still hope for the better man
with the better half of me.

p.s. definitely feeling

the whole "ever find out someone isn't all as cracked up as they seem to be." or as you made yourself believe them to be.

lattes & frappacinos galore.

just got home from work. it was tiring! we had hella people come in tonight, it was weird. most saturday nights are relatively slow.
i wasn't even excited to see ice doppio expresso + 6 pSFV guy. he was in an upbeat mood though & asked what was going on with me. "just working..." i replied. he told me to take it easy. hahah.
no phone call. sleeping i convince myself to stray disappointment.
okay, slightly, but whatever.
anyway, i felt so out of it at work! oddly enough after all that i'm energized, it must be the green tea i was downing throughout the night.
so i'm going to keep cleaning & maybe study..
oh i watched some chapelle clips from youtube. seriously made my day.
it gave me a whole new perception on sesame street hahahah...ahhh. real funny...
i think i'll watch somemore when i'm done cleaning.
tmrw looks like church. probably finish more laundry. and studying!!!
i refuse to feel stupid come thursday & monday the 17th.
only a month & week of school left then home!!!
i really can't wait to go home.

jack shit!

is what I haven't done.
I did buy tampons & I did go see my lola.
Uhm. I just got home & I'm about to start cleaning/laundry.
But I still feel fat. Broke. (Well actually, my lola gave me a hundred bcause she's leaving for P.I. soon...but I'm going to save that if I can) Bloated.
No love today.
hahahahha...I need a good laugh seriously.
Maybe I'll watch Superbad after I clean and before I go to work. I don't know why I bother writing my random stupid thoughts about what I'm going to do or not do ... Hmm.
Okay. Outty

In the Wake of Saturday

Small things do make a difference!
Hm. I have a collective of errands to do today but I'm super lagging.
I hate this feeling. It comes only once a month but it is such a drag.
I have to:

-buy tampons
-money business
-work out
-laundry
-clean bathroom & room
-study some (hah! but i actually just might)
-work from 345 to closing! fun fun fun.

it's already 940. I should get on this.
I like the weather today. I hope it rains. I doubt it will but I still hope it does.
I feel so bloated. Anyway,
Every Saturday I always hope for this one thing...it's happened once! I don't know when it will happen again, but I'm hoping again this Saturday. It'll be the best 30 minutes of my day...

K. Gona eat breakfast then start my day!
Happy Saturday.

Friday night

I've noticed that I don't take care of myself like I used to.
I tire myself out to the point where I half ass my personal maintenance. I'm not talking hygene I'm definitely on top of that! But I mean lifestyle wise. I've adapted a nonchalant look on myself physically and emotionally.
I picked up a bad habit & only half of me wants to quit. The only reason is knowing yeah, its detrimental to my health. The other half...doesn't care. If it isn't obvious enough, I have little internal tantrums. From an outside I know I self destruct with low esteem blows and allowing negativity to marinade in my head.

Best friend says I really need to fix that. Best friends knows best. Sometimes. haha.

Know what I miss?
I kinda miss giving things all I have without being scared.
I'm a pansy. It's so shameful.
I also miss the flirtation that comes in the beginning.We're plateauing. Or maybe I feel this way because we both go to school & work & so we're almost always...just...tired. I miss talking on the phone at night till early morning & having him text later on that we really should start sleeping earlier but even after saying that we'd be doing it again the next night. The texting in general. It's a stupid form of communication but sometimes its all you have during the busy-ness. I liked the texts the next day after hanging out saying he had a great time. The sweet lines that I would outwardly laugh at & not want to believe, but deep down would feel special.
I'm acting like such a vagina right now. Slap me.
It's the hormones I swear. Stupid time of the month.
But maybe it'll get better when I'm not working. Breathing room and more study absorption. Slowing down.
So now I kinda just have to push it. Be patient.

I've started working out but I'm going to try and start boot camping it. Hahaha..We'll see how that goes. I'm disappointed on how I let myself go. But I know I can reach what I want to, it's not impossible, I just need to be patient.
Patient.
I also need to learn to love learning again.

new day, move along

"Pathetic" he says.
... sometimes.
Anyway, my best friend fixed all my problems again. Said that this shit I complain about does get old...hahah I really needed to hear that. It's the kind of tough love I need.
Said I should quit my job.
Said if I'm not happy going to school and work then I definitely got to make some changes, because if this keeps reoccuring obviously I'm not living the life I want to. But shouldn't I be wanting to live the life I already have?
Shouldn't I just be thankful and that going to school is a privilege? Should be just enough.
So yeah, I'm...going to quit come december. I need a couple more paychecks to pay the credit card bill that has escalated because of my neglectful self. ahh. oh & I paid for dinner with it too. ... awesome ...
New day. Woke up to the bf, was nice. He hardly ever calls me in the morning so it's always nice when he does. Today was nice because he knew last night I had said I needed to wake up early to start studying...I didn't ask him to call me but he did, so yeah, that was nice.
I have work tonight. Work isn't too bad...but I just need some free weekends before I leave for Japan. Finals. Errands.
Anyway, nihongo o benkyoshimasu. ichijihan ni testo o shimasu. so yeah gotta get on that.

today sucked.

today sucked.
for the most part.
i worked out early this morning only to end up more tired than i was.
i felt like shit. literally. & it was pretty obvious too, it wasn't like i tried to cover it up either. i just didn't give a fuck for some reason. felt pissy.
i had micro lab (i always dread micro lab) & successfully failed to determine whether or not i had a gram negative or gram positive so my teacher had to tell me. i have no idea why i kept getting gram variables but it was extremely irritating.then i went home because my contacts were sucking the life out of my eyes. went back to school. studied some anatomy & realized that i must be stupid to have trouble memorizing everything and hearing echoes in my head of students going "oh anatomy? its so easy!" i mean it is, just understanding where everything is but i'm very visual and mechanical learner. so it bugs me that today was the last day to view all the models and cadavers before next thursday, the exam day. like i'm going to remember it all! i'm such an idiot. then i forgot something at home so i had to drive back home, ended up late for lecture...hella traffic by the way and idiots on the highway need to turn off their motherfucking high beams! ughh.
my eyes were bugging me all day too. and i still felt like shit even if i tried to change, put on some makeup...it was sad. i think the only highlight of my day was dinner with the bf but he didn't have a good day either. we had pho (the downfall of eatting at pho places is that they are so mfcking RUDE?! seriously. go learn some manners before opening up a motherfckn restaurant).then came home to a pair of disappointed aunt & uncle...gahd i want OUT OF HERE SO BAD.
yeah. my day probably isn't that bad compared to kids looking for some clean water and for that i feel worse. i know it's stupid to be drowning in shallow waters but i don't care right now. oh on top of that my phone has been a bitch all day i swear i need a new one pretty bad.
i want to cry but i can't. my eyes are hella dry and itchy & i have no clue why. & i think i'm getting a sty in my right eye too.
i know, i bitch easily.

somewhat hopefull yet broken hearted

Although I'm not thoroughly politically inclined, & although I don't understand every cent of how things in America are run, I like to recognize that there could be hope for our country.
I think it's pretty exciting to be living future history.

So America has a lot of problems, & I know that having a new president isn't going to exactly fix everything, but it's a start. There's a start for everything. I already know there will be a lot of disappointments arising because I think America has a tendency to be impatient. (That's why nobody follows the speed limits, the stress on fast goods & fast foods..etc.) From observation, America seems to want the quick fix. But what a lot of people should understand is that change can't happen overnight & possibly not even in one term. I don't think we'll ever reach a perfect time. I don't think we'll ever have a perfect stable economy, perfect health care benefits...perfect anything. I may be naive, my views may be entirely superficial, but my main point is that although we might not see a big change, I believe & like to hope that small changes will happen. Although it takes more than just the president to make things happen, & the people need to believe and be ready to change things, we should recognize the potential.
I don't know, I just like to find the good in situations.
Benefit of the doubt.
I'm happy Obama won. I know some people assume that our economy is doomed for deeper feet in the shithole but he has yet to try to make things happen. Even if they're not big and obvious, there's a starting point for everything right? We can't expect too much from one man in such short time. I'm not underestimating, I'm just trying not to get my hopes too high.

I'm pretty broken hearted on Prop 8 being passed. It antagonizes me. It's a small part of me that stirs shame for being a catholic. Being part of a church who's flawed in that it condemns,ridicules, and judges people's sexual orientation, let alone a church that incorporates politics as part of our religious upbringing...it really does confuse me. I like to keep it simple. I like to live by the basics, the mains being:
1) "Love one another as I have loved you"
2) No one can judge but God himself.
It confuses me, how can people that claim to be super religious not live by two simple principles that are part of the foundation for even being christian. I know there's more to being a christian that just those two, but to me, those two seem pretty prevalent. In my life at least. I could write on and on how disappointed & ashamed I feel...but I'm tired.

I'm excited. Big, small, or even no change...we've made one significant part of American history & recognizing that just for now is fine with me.
Take it a day at a time.

all at once

sigh.
piles of unsorted clothes
bank receipts
bills
that have gone almost unaccounted for
overdue
a neglected dog so undeserving of a neglectful mother
red
once a passion now burns
rushing for more, more, more.
wanting to surround herself in colors more mellow
like ice blue or mint green, something less intense
a little more serene.
wanting the calm of the center of a storm.
tests for grades
trying to make the grade for tests
always coming up short
is the size of a coffee fix that she wishes would fix all this.
or tea for caffiene anything to keep going and not stopping because
i'm already behind.
numb.
dissheveled and lost
under the spell and slave to
time.
needing to want help but they say
God helps those who help themselves.

what really bugs me is all this stuff that bothers me is small. it's not all that big of a deal. but an accumulation of little things really does set me off or gets me down. i miss just spilling all this in one place, someplace safe.
all my flaws seem so hopelessly permanent.
i don't think anyone upsets me more than myself.
i don't know why i'm so cranky.
i have a quiz tomorrow that I probably should start studying for.
i wish i was blessed with a better brain.
i think i have a good heart though, but that hasn't shown me to get me anywhere.
stupid micro, i care not for the unknown bacteria i've yet to discover. i should. but i don't.
ahhhh. i need some kind of fix.

got what I asked for

So I got out of sociology & it was raining crazy! It was cool at first...then I started to get drenched & that's not all that fun when I was still going to be at school for another 4 hours. But it wasn't too bad. I warmed up some at peets.
But overall, the rain was good :) Was nice :)
Played billiards/pool...I don't like things I'm not good at hahah. I looked stupid because I didn't really know what I was doing.
Why do I get so self-conscious?
I shouldn't. Especially with you know.
Dumb dumb dumb d d dumb dumb.
Alright. Showertime!

Tease!

the weather is giant fat tease right now. cloudy skies...i want them to let loose.
i just want torrential rain. please? saturday was so perfect.
oh yeah i saw iced doppio expresso in a grande cup + 6 pump SFV, ice first shots last, guy last night at work.
sadly my girls at work think he's an asshole. maybe i'm biased coz i think he's cute. ha ha.
i think we just read people different. oh well.
i have to save money for the next two weeks until my paycheck.
i suck with money.
anyway.
i like the cold. but i just need some rain to top it off.
oh yeah i have to speak in japanese in front of my class today about what i did this weekend. :

kinyoubi ni kare to deito ni ikimashita. shichiji ni resutoran de bangohan o tabemashita. sorekara, kuji ni eiga o mimashita.
douyoubi ni niji ni kissaten de arebaito o shimashita. arebaito o hatchiji kan shimashita. juichiji ni uchi ni kaerimashita.
nichiyoubi ni otera ni ikimashita. honya mo ikimashita. hon o kaimashita. goji ni kissaten de arebaito o shimashita. takusan ocha o nomimashita. uchi de nihongo o benkyoushimashita.

i hope that's all right! hahaha. it's cool, today i think the irritating guy will make my day. sounds mean but i think at least i know i can't be that bad. okay really mean i know!! but seriously.
hahah.

all good

No bitchassness this post haha for once.
Just going to write about the good things that have happened.
Nothing special, its just little things.
Like the rain yesterday. I hope it rains again today...I kinda missed it from summer in Japan.

It was crazy busy at work yesterday but it was awesome because the rushes were giving me a ...rush. some sort of high. It was awesome.
I also saw some a few regulars whom I hardly see anymore since I only work Friday & Saturday. It was good seeing them...it really was. One of them is this really nice guy. He'll probably be the only exception of my previously written statement about all guys being assholes. That is probably because I don't know him too well, but I'd like to not. This is probably going to be the dumbest metaphor, but, you know when you see a painting of a really eye capturing photograph and it just makes you happy to see it, but if you study it closely you see the imperfections and you realize its not as perfect as you thought it initially was...it's like that. I mean he's not your conventional eye candy type, but demeanor wise, very cool. Like iced double expresso in a grande cup with SFV, ice first then shots or a short coffee guy. Hahaha. It's all in plain fun, nothing serious don't worry. Look don't touch!

I went to church this morning. It was nice. I like going Sunday mornings as opposed to Saturday at 5pm. I like going in the morning because its the first place I go, so I'm all fresh. I don't have any other thoughts to think about and I'm not too tired. I go by myself but I kinda like company somtimes. My family here goes Saturday 5pm.
I cleaned the inside of my car. That's definitely a good thing. I won't bother with the exterior just yet because...it might rain. I hope so!
I got an i love you last night.
My room smells good.
My stomach feels just a little more tighter, as always, still trying to lose weight. The endless battle.
Oh Ella Fitzgerald sings feel good music too. I finally got to match a name with the songs that I hear at work and what I heard back in Japan at home. She's a classy jazzy genre. Oldie but goooody.
I'm having a decent Sunday :)