isleys

"for the love of you" reminds me so cal, from when i was a little girl. reminds me of my dad driving and me sitting shotgun. wind in my face. good times. better days. i think the best days of my life were when i was a little, too young to understand too much and hopefully also the days after college where i'm on my own...living how i want to live. hopefully!

ugh i was supposed to work out today but i didn't get a lot of sleep. i think i slept from 3 to 630am. i'm sluggish. i couldn't sleep last night it was crazy! caffine was all up in my system, but i guess that is my fault. i drank a cup of coffee & i don't know how many cups of tea i had...physically i was exhausted but my mind was going haywire. i layed in bed, closed my eyes, took deep breaths but sleep did not want to claim me; it was frustrating. i was trying to find sleep but my mind wouldn't find any peace at all. it kept thinking about micro: bacillus subtilis, skin diseases, and nervous system diseases. gah...

but i'm about to shower soon and crack down on some more school work so i'm not entirely unproductive. i have a lot of weight to lose though. i was looking at pictures from last summer..man if i could get that size again i'd be happy.
i heard about the walmart employer that got trampled by the shopping mob--that is a very sad thing. the drive for material cost a man his life...that's just too much. great mall was definitely too much! i don't think i'm black friday shopping again. hahaha..i say that.
yeah, gona shower now, & start the hw.