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fuck! i hate being sick! well during finals week. i feel miserable =/.
dang and i really can't have a fever when i arrive to japan or they're going to lock me up for a day! that would suck.
nothing new lately, just finals. finals. finals.
i hate finals.
i'm excited & sad to leave. 4 mos this coming saturday & i won't be here. i swear it feels much longer than 4 mos. i know i'm happy about it.
wow, that means christmas is really close. it still hasn't hit me! i'm still not feeling it. there's christmas trees and music and peppermint white mochas...but it still hasn't hit me. christmas in the park didn't hit me either. maybe i won't feel it until i ride the plane. maybe i won't feel it until i'm on blue street. maybe it won't hit me until i make a phone call thousands of miles away and i feel my heart slowly breaking.
and i feel so tired without doing much! i feel so tired right now.
i just feel super miserable. inside & out.