I hope they go through.
I wanted to do summer school this summer but I'm waitlisted for all my classes...so...I think I'm just going to go home to Japan and work.
Hopefully two jobs.
Hopefully Hayama International School will hire me again. I worked there 3 summers ago! When I was 18. That job is Monday through Friday, 8-3pm. Then I'm going to apply to Chili's and hopefully work during the nights. I'm excited hopefully all this goes as planned.
Oh and I'm going to try and do the Personal Trainer program and get certified. It's going to be cheaper on the base than here I think.
Big Plans.
If I get in the nursing program, I can get a part time job when I come back here. If I'm a certified personal trainer--better.
& Hopefully our parents let us move out because I'm going nuts in this hole.
My love life is ... I'm sticking it out. Sucking it up. Two weeks we'll see what is up. Hopefully things change.
I'm excited to spend summer in Japan. The only thing I'm worried about is my relationship. I'm always down but it doesn't work alone.
I want all this but we don't get everything we want so, we'll see.
I woke up at 2am and couldn't sleep. I miss having that one person you can call no matter what.
But we age and we go our ways. I can't wait for three years to pass by.
I really hope I get in our nursing program...The wait is killing me.
Today the wind is so cold. It's very annoying.
Not to mention I feel so fat & unattractive.
I hate being so damn passive.
I wish I could be a bitch sometimes. At least I wouldn't get fucked around with and stepped on all the time. Easily put down.
Nice girls finish last.
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haha yeah! i'll believe you from now on, not sayin that i didn't before. we need to talk sometime. catch up. probably when schools out, yeah?
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