why I do this to myself, I have no clue.
In all honesty you were not cracked up to what you were supposed to be.
You're so selfish. Uncaring. Inconsiderate.
Yet, a part of me unconditionally cares about what you do, if you miss me, if you care.
It's sad really.
Home heals only so much, its now up to how I continue to let it sting. I really need to get it together.
The question that continues to pace around in my mind is:
"Where do you draw the line between loving someone with all of you & losing self respect?"
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hey airamy! i want to thank you again for those words you gave me when i was feeling down and though i can't pull them up right now because i'm not on my computer, just remember that it's ok to be stuck on him. you put a lot of time, effort, and emotion into your relationship with him. it only makes sense that you would still care about him. you just need time. but you will be ok soon enough :] and it's ok to care. it just makes you a bigger person, to still be able to care about someone who hurt you and did you wrong. it may not be practical, but it goes to show how good of a person you are. don't bring yourself down for that. i hope that things start to look up for you, though, because you deserve so much more than to be stuck thinking about someone who didn't treat you right. i'm praying for you :]
i love ya girl!
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