Ebony Eyes-Stevie Wonder

I haven't wrote in a while!
Not much has happened.
I had spring break...& I really wish I had gone to SD.
I should have hung out with more friends this break but I did a lot of alone time.
He was too busy, & it's not his fault. I understand. The situation just sucks but at the same time I see it as an opportunity for me to grow.
Or I'm just insanely attached. This really wasn't supposed to happen to me!!
I was supposed to hold my guard but seven months & I don't know how long it has been gone.
Dangerous, kinda.
This is forcing me to grow. Forcing me to have more patience. More understanding.
I miss him a lot but I wish he didn't have a hold on me like this...
It's sick.
Anyway.
I miss the cherry blossoms in Japan. I think they'll be starting to bloom soon. I'm looking at a picture of cherry blossoms right now...I feel slighly homesick.
I submitted my nursing application. I have never been THIS nervous in my life. I should be looking for a backup plan.
Really, I really really really really hope I get accepted. I can't wait.
I want this SO BAD. More than anything!!! More than a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g.

I have these dreams of when I'm done with school.
Foolish me does want to see you in the picture.
Along with a couple of dogs. Nice and clean apartment. Efficient car. Hopefully exciting work shifts.
I'm really sleepy so I'm going to crash now.